Struggling with fact that i'm g*y(not cross-dresser). tensed n in severe depression.unable 2 face ppl arnd me?

Question

i'm living in vry conservative society of delhi(india) and pursuing graduation .probably ,i've grown too conscious of my image,(ie the way i talk,walk,body language etc......) that i'm unable 2 interact normally with ppl arnd me(visitors at home ,collegemates,relatives...).lack confidence b'coz i fear of being disgraced by others(jibes,taunts etc)......feel myself alienated ........vry uncertain abt my future.........doesn't even have any frndz in locality,( and college),since being too conscious ,i fear coming out of my home??????unable 2 interact with teachers always lost in smthng,stammer due 2 utter confusion in mind........all was not same ,till i completed my 10th ie until i realise my sexuality...................

i'm living in vry conservative society of delhi(india) and pursuing graduation .probably ,i've grown too conscious of my image,(ie the way i talk,walk,body language etc......) that i'm unable 2 interact normally with ppl arnd me(visitors at home ,collegemates,relatives...).lack confidence b'coz i fear of being disgraced by others(jibes,taunts etc)......feel myself alienated ........vry uncertain abt my future.........doesn't even have any frndz in locality,( and college),since being too conscious ,i fear coming out of my home??????unable 2 interact with teachers always lost in smthng,stammer due 2 utter confusion in mind........all was not same ,till i completed my 10th ie until i realise my sexuality...................

each time i think what shld b my body language etc.....can't discuss prblm with anyone.........living life of seclusion(loneliness)........feels discouraged.........needs someone

2 encourage me....i'm good at academics..........wants 2 ask do IT companies(in india) recruit ppl who r

g*y.

each time i think what shld b my body language etc.....can't discuss prblm with anyone.........living life of seclusion(loneliness)........feels discouraged.........needs someone

2 encourage me....i'm good at academics..........wants 2 ask do IT companies(in india) recruit ppl who r

g*y.

Answer 1

You have to get help.  Really really important for you.  You need to talk to someone.  Maybe a doctor is the place to start.  You are not on your own!

Answer 2

You've made it this far, first off, just hang in there. I'm straight and in the US so I'm sure it's different. But, like I said. You made it that far.

Stay in the closet if you feel you have to. Your choice. But look at it this way... Unless the person talking to you has actually seen or participated in one of those activities with you, then they can only assume. You don't even have to fake it w/a pretend g/fr or anything. Tell em. Hey, I'm g*y and proud? Or... Naa, man,, I'm straight dude1

Either way, a/said.  Don't know if you weren't there. If you were then ya better shut up 'cause you'd be g*y too!!!!    lol

Answer 3

Ok here is something easy and true: now us straight are soooo used to g**s that we don't even notice. They're normal ppl. Seriously the g**s make more fuss about themselves than us straight. This REALLY is the truth. If you have the money you should really take a trip to San Francisco. It's the crazy city. U could even l**k the street and ppl would think it's normal :]