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I've been off drugs now for a few months. I was heavily addicted to painkillers and sedatives for ten years. I could pop 15 Vicodin at once and barely feel the effects. I took handfuls of Xanax...so it's been a long road of addiction.I stopped cold turkey in May. I was tired of what it had done to me as a person. I still dream about the drugs though. My happiest dreams are when I find a bottle of them in some hidden place. When i'm awake I constantly fight the demons in my head. How can I deal with this?Not anything religion related, I am agnostic. And no group meetings. I'm a loner and groups of people make me feel sick. Please help if you have been where I am, or have any ideas how I can convince myself that it's worth it to stay on track. I feel like i'm losing my will.
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