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Sub-countiously enjoy pain/suffering?

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I'm confused;

(scenario)i keep missing the bus, so my mom keeps punishing me with really bad things in hope that ill learn my lesson(she charges me $50 each time,gives me chores,and grounds me) i miss it about once a week, but still,you would think id learn my lesson after like

-the first time.but i don't! no matter what i do(getting up earlier,preparing the night before,keep watching the clock)

its not like i wanna miss the bus,because I DONT!

im not sure what my problem is-being tired,mellow,lazy

then i thought mabey i subcontiously enjoy suffering/pain-because thats what i get from this-which leads to stress build up,ect and what does that lead to? stress management...and how do i usually deal with that emotional overload? Cutting...(i know its bad and usually try to resist the urge)

so do i miss the bus as a sub-contious excuse to cut?

or mabey im just lazy...im not sure, but thats my theory anyway

I KNOW I HAVE PROBLEMS-were past that point

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  1. I am not sure what your question is or are you just making a statement or confessing ?

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