Suicide and Online Consoling ?

Question

I honestly cannot take it anymore. If you've read my last question regarding my mother, it is about her. With her beating me and constant criticism, plus my uncle and brother's put downs, I feel so weak. Sometimes I just want to leave this life and be in peace. I've been thinking about suicide lately and I know it's the wrong option, but it's so appealing. I've been looking for alternate options, but there aren't very much. I can't talk to my mom, brothers or uncle because they are causing the pain (especially my mom), my friends are not as trustworthy as I thought so I can't talk to them, and we do not have a school consular. I can't get help at a support group because my mom would find out and would never allow me to and my family would think I'm stupid (known from past experience). I've read that suicide is not a good option, but I don't know anymore. The only thing I can think of is online consoling, if it exists.

Does anyone know if it exists and where I can find something such as this?

Answer 1

This advice i will soon give you may be hard, but i've learnt it from personal experiance.

1) Suicide is never an answer like you said. It doesn't help anything and will show that you are more weak then you feel.

2) When you get the time, try to talk to your family about how much each of them are hurting you. If that doesn't help, try threats to leave if they don't leave you alone. Then try crying about it infront of them.

My family was exactly like this to me. I had a chat to my school teachers, they supported me through it. Then i did all of that advice i gave you and now i know that you have to go through with the bad to get the good!

Answer 2

Depending on how old you are, you might want to consider the crisis center at your neighborhood hospital, and they won't contact your family if you don't want them to. All you do is go to the emergency room, talk to the nurse in triage. Tell her that you are having thoughts of suicide and they will take it from there. Now when you get the help that you are asking for, you must be truthful in answering all questions this way you Will get the help you desire... good luk

Answer 3

You should make a Top Ten Reasons You're Glad You Didn't Kill Yourself Today list. Every day. I made one and one of my cats is on the list because he needs me to feed him and stuff, and the other cats is on there, also I saw my favorite baseball team win today and coffee and cigarettes are numbers one and two, every day. Think of all the positive things you do for people. Make them laugh, make them smile, make them feel good. For example, say you are mowing grass and while you're at it hit the neighbor's small stretch of grass, adding another 5 or 10 minutes to your chore. Boy, are they glad you didn't do it! Or say you get A's on your tests. Teacher looks good now, so she is glad. All the "ripples," like a pond and your actions positively impact people.

Answer 4

http://suicidehotlines.com/national.html

hopefully this will help.  since you do not have a school counselor you should talk to your principal or school nurse.  or you can talk to me.  [e-mail], or yahoo.com for yahoo messenger

Answer 5

I have been through life just like you, and i had committed suicide by taking l bottle of sleeping pills, but i was revived in the hospital, now that it is my second life, i make sure that those things don't affect me anymore, because i told myself that those people will not rule my life, and i want to live my life as happy as i can, .

So, i start to set my mind, that those people who had hurt me will never be able to do those things again , i have already forgiven them, but i started to ignore them, i let God into my heart, and started to think more positively, i learned to love myself more now, .

You better think more of yourself now, and try to be a better person......

Answer 6

Send an anonymous e-mail to The Samaritans  http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/samarita...

Call 1-800-SUICIDE in the U.S. or call Covenant House NineLine, 1-800-999-9999

Look in the front of your phone book for a crisis line

Call a psychotherapist

http://www.metanoia.org/imhs/directry.ht...

Carefully choose a friend, a minister or rabbi, someone who is likely to listen, but don’t give yourself the additional burden of trying to deal with this alone. Just talking about how you got to where you are, releases an awful lot of the pressure, and it might be just the additional coping resource you need to regain your balance.