i can be rather obsessive and compulsive, like arranging things very symmetrically or by color cos otherwise i feel restless and irritated tt it doesnt look nice. i also hv some asperger's-like symptoms. i hate it when ppl touch me. this is very specific. my family can touch me but i dont like certain types of touches like gentle touch and i dont like ppl tapping me to get my attention. i esp hate being touched from the back and panic when i'm in a crowded place and sth brushes against my legs or butt. my mum says i hv a very literal mind, which is ironic cos i rite poetry. she says i cant take things out of context. she says i hv trouble relating with ppl and understanding their emotions and reasons behind them; i never knew that. sounds like asperger's right? well, here's the thing, i'm creative. i write stories and i daydream. so do i possibly hv asperger's? my mum is the one who brot it up. she said maybe i hv asperger's and i thot she was joking but she said she wasnt. then she said but maybe not cos i'm imaginative. so what do u think?
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