I'm 15 and everything seems to be aiming at me.
Ive been feeling like life wasn't meant for me, but at the same time i feel like i need money in my life to make me happier. I hate being criticized so, i don't try to meet new girls cause i don't wanna get dissed by them. I always feel left out when i see my friends with der girls. I cant never seem to find out my place in life. I'm still a virgin cause of the fact that I'm scared to ask a girl to have s*x with me, but yet i have strong sexual needs. When ever I'm bored i always wanna do something but never do it if I'm by my self, but when I'm out in school i cant stay still i gotta act out and being quiet is not my strong point. Depression seems to strike a lot and i yell and cuss and throw the phone when things don't go my way when I'm talking on the phone with friends or girls about stuff. 5 people told me i have mood swings but idk wat they are talking bout and they all say i must be polar and i keep saying I'm not and i don't show non of this around my mother but i do show it around my sisters or cousins if they are around me for a long time so please someone tell me if i am.
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