The Perks of being a Wallflower quote?

Question

I can't find this quote in my book and I've been looking for it for a while.

If you can give me the page number, that's great, if you don't know the page number, I'd also appreciate it if you told me which part he says this in:

"I don't want to start thinking again. Not like I have this last week. I can't think again. Not ever again. I don't know if you've ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That's why I'm trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning."

Answer 1

Page 94

That's the end of one paragraph and the start of another... It is at the end of a letter right after he has returned home from visiting his father's family. He is just finishing up about his Aunt Helen.

The letter is dated Dec. 30th 1991

Hope that helps.

Answer 2

Um, I really don't recall him saying anything like that, but when he says "I just want it all to stop spinning," Charlie may be refrencing to a drug or alcohol point in the book.

Not very helpful, but it's nice to see another person out there who's read the book. Good luck!