The difference between Acting and real life? (Be serious please)?

Question

Okay so I am really scared, I don't know whether I am acting or not.

After my last mental health question somebody said I had OCD, and i started to worry about it but here is the thing I was thinking in my head am I acting for attention?

Then again on Friday I had a binge and made myself sick and Then after I was thinking am I really like this or am I acting? Then I was thinking in my head that my friends don't like me (I think they do) and I was thinking that I had to make them pay by showing them how little the care by staving myself.

I need help o.O

P.S I took Drama at school

Answer 1

I don't know what you originally posted, but it sounds to me like you are in need of self esteem and self worth.  You worry about your friends liking you even when you think they probably do.  You also worry what people on here label you with, such as OCD.  You need to figure out who you are.  Why are you likeable?  Would you like you?  What are the qualities you posses that could use some work, etc.  Then you'll find out who you really are and be a better you and a better friend.

S.