The love of my life despise me what should i do?

Question

OK well i met this girl awhile back and i fell totally in love with her from the second i saw her. We where pretty close and she would scream my name and act all excited every time she saw me at some sort of party or thing. The only thing was she had no clue i was deeply in love with her! So i sent her this letter after our graduation telling her how i feel the only problem was she was dating this mean loser who just kept harassing me about it and made me say things i didn't mean to after that she started treating me like c**p and one day i finally snapped and said some awful things to her it was like an entirely different person saying those things. Till this day i despise myself for saying that stuff and she still hates me after she broke up with that jerk Ive tried everything to get her to love and forgive me but nothings working! I even gave up this fancy school just to go to hers and she still hates me! Now I'm wasting my time in this ordinary school because the girl of my dreams hates me! I don't know what to do i made a promise to myself not to love again if something bad happens between us so i cant just give up on her that easily! She is probably the greatest girl anyone will meet and now she hates me! Some one please tell me what to do?!

Answer 1

                                    tell her everything

Answer 2

Dude.. What a drag..

Just confront her. Maybe rape her. Or just tell her that you love her.

Answer 3

oh man, im so sorry. this sounds like a seriously tough situation.

as hard and difficult as i know it will be for you to take my advice, you have to try and distance yourself from her. it seems to me like she really does care for you, but you've just been stifling her since Day 1. she'll come around--i promise--but for the meantime, find something to busy yourself with, or even start hanging out with other people. because there really isn't anything you can do RIGHT at this moment. she's still hostile and she won't feel anything but hostility towards you until you start distancing yourself from her.

if you're worried that she might just forget about you, i highly doubt it. in fact, you might just make her realize how much she needs you.

hope everything works out for the best :)