The need for chaos....?

Question

I'm never happy unless I have some sort of chaos in my life.....The crazier or the more intense makes it all the better, I've been through alot of intense short relationships, I get the initial fall and then it all fizzles, I just cant process or even see myself process a long term caring for someone else like the next person. My mother was an OCD hoarder and never had order in her life and I have ADHD problems and it takes me forever to clean, I feel like I'm in a constant game and have trust issues.....how do I deal with my need for chaos in my life?

Answer 1

kyle is a jerk...ignore him.  It sounds like you're addicted to toxic relationships, you get a high off the adrenaline rush, only a psychologist can truly see you through this.

Answer 2

wow

im sorry. maybe you should be homeschooled. or become a nun/monk

their lives are like stress free

well thats what it looked like on sound of music

until maria almost got killed by the n***s

anyways- sucks for you