The other day I jotted down a list of things I'd like to experience in life, now I wonder if I'm crazy?

Question

Some things can be done and are normal but well..

Here's what I came up with:

-Extreme Cold (bad frostbite)

-Fly an F-18

-Be born to a different era/family/culture/country

-Killing an animal

-Killing a human while looking into their eyes (lots of various methods)

-Jump off a bridge***

-Bungee jump

-Skydive (with those bat-wing things)

-See the world through someone else's eyes

-Cut off me hand/foot

-Be engulfed in flames

-Get high on a euphoric/psychedelic drug

-Become a ninja/samurai

-Loose everything

-Grow up as an orphan

-Watch someone I love kill someone I love

-Encounter "aliens"

-Be an astronaut

-Have everyone I've ever loved die

-Be physically bullied

-Hang myself

-Prison

-Be a POW

-Get raped

-Get a psychological test

-Be addicted to drugs/cigarettes

-Homelessness

-Death

-Serendipity

-Love

-Being another animal/s*x

-Stab myself

-Cannibalism

-Psychosis

-Become a pirate

-Extensive knowledge

-Fame fortune

-Meaningless existence (from the view of others)

-Finger nails ripped off

-Stuck in a well for a week

-Zero gravity

-Suffocation

-Breathing under water

-Shot with an arrow/bullet

-Short term memory-loss

-Complete anaesthesia

-Spiritual experience

-Marriage

-Life of complete solitude

-First hand look at the origins of the universe/life

-Telling my parents I'm a "L*****n" just to see how they react.

I just need to know if I should be worried or not. I'm only 13 years old (and I'm a girl). Is this just curiosity or should I watch out?

***The things with jumping off bridges and free falling. Whenever we go over a bridge or are at any type of heights I NEVER look down. Not because I'm afraid of heights (I love them) but because I'm extremely tempted to jump down. Once I got up on the railing but then caught myself in time to get back down.

I don't know if I'm crazy or what but all those thigns are SO tempting...

Answer 1

That is a pretty sweet Bucket List, coming from a teenage girl.

But, I might be a little worried for you.. if you have a desire to kill or see something get killed then that's something to be checked. A lot of the things on there are dangerous, funny, and crazy (I have a lot of similar ones) , but I find nothing life altering in killing someone/something/yourself. If you want to live your life, you definitely should be living it up for the people you love, including yourself.

So, excluding the kill ones, go for it! Maybe wait a few years for the really bad ones, you're just 13 and extreme frostbite could be really bad for a growing girl like you. And oh, please stay away form the drugs after you've had you're little experiment (I'm not advocating drug use!)... it's completely illegal and really bad. I understand that you're a teenager and you want to try risky, fun, experimental things, but be careful. Those aren't things you mess around with, really.

Good luck on your Bucket List.  

Answer 2

Ummmm.... I dont know how to respond to most of those.

Some of them, like the pirate one!, sound fun... some of them sound sick and twisted. You may want to seek psychiatric help

Answer 3

Sweet, if 'reincarnation' is possible then you can complete all of these things. Also the last thing would be to become a 'god', and every guy that plays Halo 3 and Call of Duty 4 can kill a person without showing their emotions. Most people and adults find this part about me 'disturbing'.

I would not worry in that situation except for the addictions, hanging yourself, suffocation. So 13 out of 10 on the list.

Answer 4

No you're not exactly crazy yet.

Answer 5

Tch, as if. Your not crazy. I'm not going to say anything though because it's the exact same way I feel. Some people call it angst, others call it crazy, others depression. For all I care, they can go **** themselves and dig their own god d**n hole.

Answer 6

you sound like you like you have no respect for human life with the jumping off bridges and watching people die. very worrying. i think you should make a new list.