As much as I purport to be a follower of Christ, to be a Mormon, raised from Birth, I still do have doubts regarding Christ, and even more regarding the church I was raised in. I attend church, I hold callings in church, I teach the children in our ward about the Gospel, and yet, I wonder sometimes if I really believe in these things myself? How can I come to terms with my own fears and still be a faithful follower, or can I be one or the other only? I struggle with addiction, with past abuse, and with same-s*x attraction. How can I be the kind of person I want to be, or feel I need to be, when I am not sure who I AM??? I hope this makes sense...
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