This is a sexuality question.?

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NOTE:I've been under a lot of pressure over this so please,I beg of you to not be so hard on me.If you're going to say something bad then say it in a mannerly way.

I'm under the age 16.I'm a girl and I like looking at L*****n p**n more than I do any other kind.I know that I shouldn't be looking at it at all.Also when I m********e,I think about girls l*****g me even though I wouldn't do it in real life.It makes me o****m faster.I don't want to be a L*****n because it's wrong.I haven't dated or had s*x with a girl and I don't want to.I think girls are pretty but I don't want them personally.I am totally boy crazy.I have only dated boys.Do you think that I am a L*****n?I have no intention to have s*x with girls or anything,ew!But what is your opinion.I don't THINK that I am turned on my girls.I don't want to be.I am turned on my L*****n pron.I don't want to be a L*****n.I want to be straight,I don't intend to be a L*****n either.I don't want and I'm not going to have relationships with girls.I'm just so confused.I've always wanted to marry a man when I grow up.I'm not even supporting g*y or L*****n beliefs or anything.It is wrong.I'm just so afraid now.

I have a friend and I think I am attracted to her.I don't want to be and I wouldn't ever go out with her or any girl.Not because I'm afraid of what others will think of me but simply because I don't want to.Do I just think that I am attracted to her?Is it because we are best friends?Does this mean that I'm not a L*****n and this is just a phrase?If you don't answer the rest of my questions,please answer this one.

I think that I am straight,I don't think that I'm attracted to girls either.If that would have been the case then I would be dating them.I want to be straight and I will not accept that I'm not straight.If I find out that I'm something other than straight that I might do something drastic.I don't like girls and I don't want to be with girls.I want to marry a guy when I grow up.Serious answers please.I just want to be straight,that's all.Nothing else.There's is something wrong with being a L*****n or bisexual,it's an abomination in the sight of GOD so I want to be straight.

I know that I am attracted to guys for sure.But sometimes my mind tells me that I want to have s*x with a girl even though I wouldn't do it.I'm panicking,I'm getting stressed,I don't want to be bi or a L*****n.I want to be straight.I'm not going to date or have s*x with a girl even though my mind sometimes tells me that I do.I know that deep down inside,I don't.I'm not even going to try it.In my heart I know that I love boys,not girls.I don't want to be with a girl.

I don't want to be with a girl.

I haven't dated a girl.

I don't want to experiment with a girl.

I think it's disgusting.

I love guys.

I just have thoughts about it.

My mind sometimes tells me that I want to have s*x with a girl but I know that I don't,I wouldn't dare.

I don't want to do it not because it's wrong but because I don't want to be a L*****n or bisexual.

My heart knows that I want to be with guys,not girls.

I've always imagined myself with guys and marrying guys.

I don't want to date a girl either.

One more thing.

When you are with a girl you are attracted to, does your belly do flip-flops? No.

When you hear love songs on the radio, do you think of guys or girls? Depends but I don't really think when I hear love songs.

Who do you fantasize about? Both.

If you have the choice of spending time with a girl you like or a boy you like, which do you choose? A boy that I like.

Who do you enjoy kissing more? Men or women?Guys.

Okay but I don't want to be with girls.I went to the doctor once and the doctor touched me in a "place" and I was eleven or getting ready to turn twelve.When she touched me,I kind of liked it but I felt extremely and very uncomfortable.Even after she did it,I felt uncomfortable,yes it was a woman doctor.Does this mean that I am a L*****n?Also when my mom tickles me or touches me on my shoulders,I get sexually excited.I'm very ticklesh.I hate that I feel that way and I don't want to be anything but straight.Am I a L*****n?

My biggest fear is that when I meet a guy and want to get married,he might not want to marry me if he thinks that I am bi curious.I just want to be with guys.

I don't want to know what is wrong and what is right because I still believe what I believe.All that I wan to know is what is it doing all of this?Am I straight?Is it my horomones telling that I want to be with girls because my heart and I both know that I love guys,not girls.

Being with a guy makes me happy.Being with a girl would make me very unhappy.

I'm not even sure if I can get maried in the future because of this.No man would like me!He wouldn't want to marry me!I'm not denying anything,those are my true feelings.

When I m********e,I get more turned on by thinking girls are l*****g me than I do guys.Does that mean that I am not straight?

I have a frie

Answer 1

Can i just give you a tip? Dont make your questions so long because people won't read them. I havent finished reading it but you've said everything about 3 or 4 times anyway so i got the jist. =]

1st you said it was wrong to be bi, or L*****n. I disagree, this is perfectly fine but it seems like you've made up your mind about that so im not gunna try and change it. =)

2nd, why not wait a while, see what happens? I dont think anyone on here can help you out unless they were in exactly the same situation. You sounds really stressed out, just chill out for a while and let time runi ts course as people say

Good luck anyways =]

Answer 2

I don't know why you were so worried about anyone being hard on you,I don't see any reason why anyone would be.

You sound really frazzled over this, like you've done something wrong or something. You haven't.

I don't know who has been feeding you the c**p about being g*y or bi being wrong in the eyes of God but it's not true.It sounds to me like you might be bisexual with a desire to be in relationships with men.

Also you are very young and I don't know how experienced you are with men but it could be that you're still more comfortable with thinking about women when you materbate because it's what you know.That is, if you haven't been with a man yet. I don't know if this means that you're bisexual but it is perfectly fine if you are. There are plenty of people who are married or with someone of the opposite s*x and have attractions to people of the same gender. Actually, I have a friend who is married with 3 kids and he's bisexual. His wife knows about it and has always known about it. He was honest and open about it from the beginning. Luckily, she was open minded. I don't know what their arrangement is, but they make it work.

Now, like I said, this doesn't mean that you are bisexual. It could just mean that , at the moment, you're more comfortable thinking about women.

And please don't let anyone tell you that there's anything wrong with that.

Hope this helps

Answer 3

Your not a L*****n. You know you are a L*****n when you want to have a potential loving/intimate relationship with another female. You like guys and pretty much answered you're own question. I just think that you have a high s*x drive and want to get off by any means. If you keep looking at p**n, the more you will find things that you're going to be interested in. Don't be confused. Stop watching so much p**n. Because if you do get to the point when you think you are a "L*****n" you will be so confused and won't know who you are n e more.  

Answer 4

OK, take a deep breath and relax for a minute.  It will be ok.

First of all, sometimes people get turned on by various things that they're not into. Just because you get turned on by girl-on-girl doesn't make you a L*****n or bisexual. Just chill for a while and see what happens and you'll figure it out.

Second, if you do have some tendencies in that way, it doesn't mean there's anything wrong with you.  It means you're just born that way.  We don't get to choose who we're attracted to -- you're just attracted to someone or you're not.  It's the same for everybody in the world, whether g*y, straight, or bisexual. It's not a choice; it just is.

In summary, don't freak out.  Just let things be for a while and you'll figure it out.

Answer 5

Don't worry about how long your question is.. It's clear to me you have much on your mind currently.. You are 15. 15 is a very difficult & confusing year for many/ most girls.. Given that & all your complex thoughts, you seem to have your house in order upstairs.. I've spoken with & counseled many teen girls online. Odds are these fleeting thoughts about girls are a just a part of your imagination during this key pubescent year of your life. Most likely they will harmlessly pass, & your thoughts will remarkably turn more towards boys & men. You already know they are who you prefer to be kissed by. You admit your weakness for their company.  Once a boy seduces you & delivers,  you will be convinced of your genuine feelings & be hooked on men indefinitely..  Happy trails !..

Answer 6

that was a handful to read...no im the same way...girls are just much more gentle, and have softer touches....that may be why you think like that...they know more about the female body, and can give it better pleasure sometimes then a guy can.....im straight, but girl on girl does get me going, and all...but it dont mean im a L*****n