I've never done drugs or smoked and only drank alcohol socially. For most of my life I have had no guidance or direction, no goals. Many days & nights wasted sitting watching birds fly and fish swim. Most of my free time I just get in my car and drive, sometimes for hours, to nowhere in particular. I've never learned to cook, hate getting up for work, I have a simple wardrobe, eat whatever and whenever I like. It seems that I should be doing something other than what I do. I'm not interested in religion either.
My question is:
Why do I continue to live this way and cannot seem to correct it?
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