I became atheist over the summer. I used to be a christian. Every thursday night, I go to this thing called the Baptist Student Ministry...where christians gather in this building on campus to sing worship songs and listen to the BSM director preach. Well...I still go so I can participate in the volunteer services they do (I only do the volunteer activities that don't involve me talking about jesus.).
So...I am a closet atheist, basically. I sit in the back of the room and write notes in a notebook while the BSM director preaches, so I can show my future kids how ridiculous christianty's beliefs are.
I saw two girls checking me out tonight. Both of them are cute. However...should I even bother striking up a conversation with girls at the BSM in order to date them in the future? I don't know if these girls are strong in their faith (delusion) or not....
I often make fun of christianity, and I actually have a strong hatred for christianity, because I was raised in a christian home, being taught superstition (religion) and lies for 20 years of my life by my family. I hate fundamentalist christians. ...Should I even bother trying to date a christian girl from the BSM (or any christian girl), or would I be miserable? Everyone there thinks I am still a christian....
I think I already know what I should do regarding this situation but...I'd like some outside advice. Thanks!
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