Okay read carefully.
I am 14 years old,about four years ago,when i was ten,my cousin and i knew this little boy,he was about 6 years old,along with his sister who was about the same age range as my cousin and i. So from what i am aware of...it is only normal for kids to experiment with sexual activity,right? I HOPE SO. well here is the story the best way i can describe it,and i don't really remember every detail.
Okay,WE WERE IN MY COUSINS BEDROOM,AND HER MOM (MY AUNT) WAS OUT IN THE LIVING ROOM,DOING WHATEVER(PROBABLY DRINKING COFFEE) SO MY COUSIN JULIA AND I ,BEING THE CURIOUS LITTLE GIRLS THAT WE WERE AT THAT AGE,KEEP IN MIND I WAS 10,SHE WAS 9,THIS BOY WAS 6. WE STARTED TO TAKE HIS UNDERPANTS OFF AND TOUCH HIM AND STUFF,AND AFTER THAT ,HE WAS CRYING,AND WE WERE AFRAID TO GET IN TROUBLE,SO THEREFORE WE BASICALLY TALKED HIM INTO LYING,BUT HIS MOM BASICALLY HAD AN IDEA OF WHAT HAPPENED,I MEAN IF SHE REALLY THOUGH IT WAS *THAT* BAD,SHE WOULD HAVE CALLED THE COPS,RIGHT? AND THIS CERTAIN SITUATION HAS NOT CROSSED MY MIND UNTIL LATE LAST YEAR,WHEN I WAS 13. AND EVERY SO OFTEN IT HAS CAME BACK TO ME,IT IS TEARING ME APART. I FEEL SO BAD,BUT THEN AGAIN I WAS ONLY TEN,WHAT SHOULD I DO?
-SERIOUS ANSWERS PLEASE!
maybe i am over-reacting but the guilt and pain is just unbearable!
I TOLD MY MOM AND SHE SAID "IT'S ONLY CHILD EXPERIMENTATION".
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