Ok as some of you may know by now an incident in my past as been bothering me for a while and I gave a brief summary of it here http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=Ai5f1zYtdocUXLQ_qc.z5zXty6IX;_ylv=3?qid=20080708083940AAxnqJ6
Anyway I know aim to give you the full facts and everything I remember from it. I suggest you read my question in the link before you continue.
Ok here are all the facts in order of when they occured.
Sometime before December 2006- i meet the girl on inklink and she asked if i want an internet gf and i say im not interested in internet relationships
Dec. 26, 2006-I first cybered with the "girl" on Inklink.
From then to about late Jan. 2007 I met her 2-3 times again.
Around Jan 21 2007- I told her i was her "one and only" but then after another cyber session I felt bad about lying and decided to try to break it off and this is when she got mad.
After this for about a week I felt bad about hurting her but I saw her online so I know she didn't hurt herself.
About Feb 14, 2007-I see her on inklink again and she sees me in a room alone with another person even tho we didnt do anything and she calls me a prick.
After this I get worried again but I see her in other rooms so my fears subside.
Mar. 2 2007- I begin to fear she hurt herself again for some reason and start to check for her on inklink
Mar. 7, 2007- Someone on the game with a different screenname tells me to go die and to leave the room. I fear this person is some how connected to the first girl I met and this person wants to get back at me for hurting her or w/e.
April 7 2007- I see the girls screenname on the game and I'm relieved although I have fears in my head that its not really the same "girl" and someone close to her might just be using her screenname, as sometimes people allow their siblings or friends to use their screen names but I kinda push that fear out of my head.
Early May 2007- Someone IMs me on AIM being annoying and I fear they may be someone wanting to get back at me for that incident but I reasure myself that I never gave that "girl" my AIM address.
Early June 2007- I come across a website where someone had the same sn as the girl on inklink but they didnt fit her description and i fear it might be someone close to her and it kinda connects to my fear i pushed away in april.
Well when I read through this even I thought I was crazy and I'm sure you all think the same. I guess I'm not really asking anything except for insight on this incident or on my obsessive behavior.
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