so here is how things are
about a year ago i stopped talking to my best friend me and her were close and like 3 months ago we started to talk again cuz went out of my way and you know decided to contact her to see if we could give our friendship another try. So we talked and decided that we were going to give it another shot. We went out we talked on the phone but there was always this awkwardness between us. even though we didn't say anything about it we both knew it was there and well whenever we talk its cuz I call her same when we go out its cuz I ask her if she wants to go out. Its never her she never calls or tells me that we should go out and eat, wathc movie, party, ect...... its always me putting in all the effort. Now the thing that got me to write this about a week ago i asked her " if i wouldn't have contacted you would you have contacted me in anyway" and she told me " well idk I think so" that "think" shouldn't have been there it just killed it for you know what I mean. Now my question is since i was the one that reached out my hand to her should I just pull away now because clearly our friendship wont be the same again but then again It might be if I give it more time......I just don t really know.....
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