Ok to start off I don't want anyone calling me a w***e, s***k, etc. I will report you. I just want some opinions..
Ok so this might be slightly long so bear with me. I'm 20 years old, very happy in my life and the person that I am. I moved out incredibly young and have had to support myself since I've been 16. I haven't gone onto further my education since high school because of financial reasons. I live with my fiance' and we are barely making ends meat. I'm worried because in 2 weeks he will be out of a job, and I just left my job because we moved into another city 2 hrs away.
Anyway. I'm sure I qualify for some grants for school but the thing about it is I used to work 2 full time jobs just to pay bills and everything and I'm not sure how to fit in school in that time period. Theres only so many hours in a day and my work schedule used to vary so much. I only have about $5,000 to pay off my apartment until my lease is up in June. If I pay that off I only have a few more bills so I could work a heck of a lot less and than go to school, which is what I want to do so very badly.
The only way to get that kind of money, that fast, would be to strip?? It wouldn't be a full time thing. I'd just go on Amature night for a few months if that. I've never been to a strip club and it would probably be incredibly degrading. If I did the amature thing I wouldn't have to do lap dances or get completely naked. My fiance' isn't thrilled but it isn't out of the question.
I probably sound incredibly retarded but I'm sick of working my life away at a job I'll never get ahead at. I just want to go to school and get a job I like and can support myself with.
I just want opinions. Whats it like to go to a strip club? Will I hate myself for it? etc. Please don't write nasty things. I'm a good person, I'm in a committedd relationship, I don't sleep around, I'm just sick of being broke.
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