Today i got ready n b4 i left i looked in the mirror and thought i was so ugly i didnt want to leave the house

Question

i was supposed to go to uni. instead i stayed in my room and cried. what is wrong with me? im always doing this i never want to go out anywhere, i dont want to speak to my friends anymore, i dont want to go to uni or work, i cut my self, im always thinking of death and escaping from it all and i always feel so down and miserable

Answer 1

it sounds like you're depressed. talk to your dr. about being put on anti-depressants. they can help you with this change in your behavior.  

Answer 2

you are not ugly. your perceptions are just a bit off right now and you have gotten into a pattern that is hard to break out of.  see a doctor and get some help to feel better. life can be good again. see your doctor.  

Answer 3

i know how you feel i used to be the exact same way and im still not too social

i think you have self esteem and anxiety issues that are coming from something in your life that has happened in the past

thats why i think you are having those fits of rage because you dont know how else to deal with the type of hurt that you're feeling, and that you havent talked about . like an unresolved sort of thing

thats where cutting comes in too, its temporary relief for whatever it is that you need to talk about, when you feel overwhelmed by it but you cant express it exactly

you DEFINITELY need to go see a doctor, seriously

i feel sooo much better from cutting, hating myself, etc since i have gone to a doctor finally, i really hope you feel better its a terrible feeling

you may have a lot of anxiety towards university too, ( a million zillion things to worry about when you're confused in your brain) and dont realize it or maybe you do

start reading about mental states that have to do with esteem and all that and maybe it will make yo ufeel better to know that there are other people with these feelings and compulsions too, and that you can actually feel better eventually

borderline personality disorder, eating disorders, anxiety disorders, id probably read about that

NOT for a diagnosis or anything just to be more knowledgable about why this happens, and what triggers certain things, etc

talk to your doctor please!!! thats the only information you can take seriously , the other stuff is just for reference

you're beautiful!

Answer 4

O my God..this happened to me before..I was all dressed and feeling good about myself and I took one last look in the mirror and said" d**n girl u ugly today"..so stayed home..some days I think I'm hot and some days I look like a frog..my husband said I'm going crazy, maybe I am..glad I'm not alone.