Too attached to sell Pony!!?

Question

Ok. I've outgrown my pony heightwise and advanced wise. i know a family that would be good for her. but no matter wat home it is, I cant imagine some1 calling my horse "theirs." She is 15hands. I am VERY VERY VERY attached to her,very! I can fit one more year on her, I'm goign back to jumpers. But, the family wont buy her if she does jumpers. We are a team. We dont have enough money to lease her and board another horse. If I sold her 2 the family i like, it dsnt matter cause im moving barns. It makes me sad remember times with her. I need help. I'm extremely depressed and almost suicidal. I love this horse and I cant sell her. Heres a pic of me and her. -http://www.myvictoryphoto.com/gallery/5336342_crt3q#331293862_jRPJd-L-LB - We look like c**p, it was a bad moment to take the pic haha. Please please help me

Answer 1

you dont look like c**p... :D

Answer 2

I have had many horses over the years, and I loved "most" of them very much ( a few were idiots and did not last long)

But if you can only  have one (like me) then you have to decide wether you want to keep the horse you love, and give up the sport you love for something you and your horse can do as a team, or sell the horse and find another one to love (and you will, honest) so that you can continue to advance in your riding skills.