I took ecstasy for the first time last night. It didn't really seem to have much effect, especially not at first and I was kind of disappointed. I did eventually feel a small contented buzz from it.
I was also walking in the freezing cold for maybe an hour or two with few clothes on after having taken it.
So I came home, feeling fine and go to bed feeling tired. I didn't really sleep, - sort of in that drifting phase. I felt very very cold however, even wearing my pajamas, a jumper, and under 2 duvets. I became aware that I was feeling uncomfortable and got up.
Very soon afterwards I was feeling very faint (i very almost did, and might have done for a few seconds), nauseous (spelling?), panicked, I have managed to get rid of these feelings by trying to calm myself down and sitting on the floor taking deep breathes. But i have a very bad pounding headache, one of the worst I've had in my life. Am I okay to take ibuprofen?
Am i dehydrated? I wasn't dancing at all whilst on the 'e,' but drank a small bottle of water anyway. I'm aware of the dangers of over hydrating yourself. I've been sipping on water, but the headache isn't really receding. How can I get rid of these feelings? Am I going to be okay?
Please, I know I've been stupid to take the drugs in the first place, I'm never going to do it again. Just looking for genuine help for my present predicament. Please....
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