I'm 20yo, and I just can't shake the feeling that I'm just not myself. A simple fix, except for the fact that I live 3 (maybe more) different lifestyles (party boy, card playing geek, and techie, amongst others), and as of late, I can't tell who I am anymore. Whenever I hang with 1 group, I usually am looking over my shoulders, making sure someone doesn't see me. The "easiest" answer I can think of is to break ties with one or more group. However, doing so would be rather painful for me (mentally, as I have made very good friends within each main circle I'm in), and would possibly carry some serious backlash toward my reputation. I would like to avoid having to do damage control on my life, as I got enough of that BS in high school (and it might be a lot harder to dispel).
So here's the main question: What should I do to get rid of this nagging feeling of not knowing who I am? Do I need to do anything? Am I trying to pull too much out of life? Or am I normal?
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