okay so my relationship with my mom has been pretty rocky. I haven't been that good to her and i realize that. this past year i've continuously lied to her and have done drugs and drinking and would always tell her i would stop, but then i would just go do it again. So basically she doesn't trust me anymore. I moved in with my dad about a month or two ago just for the summer and i recently came back to live with my mom again a few days ago. So far we've been very good, except for tonight. I lied again. i told her that one of my friends, justin, was giving me a ride to this party. So when he picked me up, my friend lauren was with him, we had to make a stop at lauren's house so she could pick up her car. But we were running late and justin had to pick up another person. So i just decided to go with lauren. Then i called my mom to ask her if she could get me from the party a little later because i wanted to stay longer.. i told her that we were runnning late and that i was still with justin ( but i was with lauren) and she told me that she just saw justin driving and i wasen't in the car... so now she's saying how i should move back in with my dad again because i've lied. Is that too much? i just got back home and i really am trying so hard to not make mistakes like i have before... I only lied because i didn't want to get lauren in trouble for driving me (because she's not legal yet). and we were not drinking or smoking or anything.. i just don't like ratting out friends. i do understand that lying was wrong but since i've done it so much im just so immune to it, which is bad.. like i don't think its a big deal and that's a problem. but i am honestly trying so hard to make things better.. i just want to know if what she said about me moving to my dads again (permanently) is a little much? i at least want one more chance?
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