Well, here i am. At a cross roads now, It's been a year since i went back to school and got a GED. Stopped smoking weed & hanging out with the wrong crowd. Here i am, no job skills. Noone will hire me, and im the most unhappy ive ever been in my life. This whole "doing the right thing" gig isnt all its cracked up to be. I was truely happy back when i was smoking weed, running the streets. I felt free, now i feel.. like, isolated i guess? So now i have two choices, Army or Job Corps. Honestly, i like the thought of being a soldier. But i dont think its for me, having no freedom ect. So, i think im off to job corps to learn culinary arts. All i want is a apartment, decent car, decent women & decent salary. And honestly some killer weed to smoke, i have not smoked in 15 months. I mean its out of my system, i dont "need" it. But, it did help & give me a better insight on things honestly. I dont know what im asking here, i guess honestly i want someone to understand?
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