I have been here before - Can i trust my husband? Around a year ago we ended up in an argument where i found out a few things from my husband, he had slept with another woman at the start of our relationship and also that he had taken drugs on 2 occasions. I thoght that we had gotten over this and until now i had put all this behind us.
However ov er the last few days these issues have come back. Firstly, he was shouting someone elses name in bed, not really a huge deal, but then i found out that he has been using internet p**n sites i don't have a problem with the p**n, until i found out that he had been downstairs using these when i was upstairs in bed. Why does he feel the need to do this? Am i not attractive to him anymore? I did try to have a discussion with him about it and tell him how i felt, he told me that not everything was about me and that he can't get IT from me whenever he wants. I am now left feeling that does it stop at p**n or has he cheated on me again to? I also feel that i am not what he wants and that i have to make up for this some how. Why do i feel like the one who has to apologize for telling him how it makes me feel?
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