I have dreams of my bfs mom getting fatter and fatter and exploding from fatness (kind of like harry potter's aunt marge).
In addition, when I'm at the mall I love scoping out the fattest and skinniest females I see. The skinny, to see how I compare/what I need to be and the fat, to make me feel better about myself. I like looking at really fat women walking around (and the number is so high), and I start feeling great.
I'm sorry if I offend anyone.....i know I need help....i am fat myself.....I just don't want to feel so alone in my fatness.....and i know this is twisted, but im trying to seek help here.....
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