My boyfriend and I broke up at the beginning of the summer and then I started talking to this other guy( Dave? idk...we'll go with that...). Dave's absolutely the nicest guy I've ever met. He treats me ten better than my ex ( let's call'em Joe...) ever did. Joe has been starting stuff with me since we broke up. He said to many nasty things to count. And he's continually harassed me. His new girlfriend has even been talking c**p on me. I haven't said one thing to either of them since the break-up, that wasn't in order to defend myself. After a while I started to ignore them, but they're still doing it. The problem is that most of my friends are Joe's friends too, and they seem to be taking his side on all of this. Normally I wouldn't care but I feel completely alone. Most of my close friends graduated last year anyway and it's like I have no one to talk to. I know ...Dave... is trying to help, but I feel like he's pushing his friends on me and vice versa. Whenever I'm with them, I feel completely out of place. I'm not even sure what to do anymore. I hate that I sound so whiney, I know people have worse lives than I do, but I can't care about them right now because -I- feel inadequate. I feel like a horrible person because it's like no one wants me around anymore. How do I get out of this rut?
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