so i have been a vegetarian for almost 2 years and i am trying to go vegan. i was reading stuff about egg farms online and was so shocked. so then i went downstairs to get my heating pad and i looked in the fridge for my water bottle and saw the egg carton. and there, in tiny black print were the words 'eggs from caged hens' and then all of a sudden i started crying because of all the suffering the hens went through and i felt so helpless. like even if i become vegan and keep reminding my mom to buy cage free eggs millions of animals will be exploited each year. i just feel so helpless and sad! i have seriously never been this depressed. i just want to curl up in a ball and bawl my eyes out. it's not fair that i get to sit here, all comfy cozy when right now millions of animals are living in pure h**l with absoulutley no way to get out! it's not fair! it's not fair AT ALL. it's not fair that cows get their babies taken from them, it's not fair that veal cows have to live their breathtakingly short lives in tiny cages half the size of my bed!! it's not fair!
i want to do more! i'm going to go vegan i know that now i can't sit idly by and say well i do like eggs. stinks for me! i'll live without eggs but those hens that live through h**l won't! they won't live and i can live on everything else! i hate people, why do those stupid people think they can play god and let animals suffer? if i could just save one animal, just one and let it have the life it deserves i swear i'd go to church/temple/mosque everything everyday of every year!
i just feel so depressed and helpless. i can't stop crying and i want to help so much more but i don't know what to do.
have any of you ever felt like this?
so depressed and helpless and i feel guilty for feeling like that because for goddsakes pigs go insane from being in the same crate day after day after day.
so if any of you have felt like this, what did you do? what can i do?
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