Very - "I dont know why" - Mid-day Dream, just happened.?

Question

23/m

-i dont dream often. iv recently had my life fall apart, my ex and I had a destructive breakup, im in bed recovering from a surgery where a 9lbs cyst has been removed from my chest.

-today was a calm day, i went to the lake this morning to read a book in peace...and this dream randomly happened.

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1) im a special op's/police guy on a mission, we close to our "target" - appears to be a criminal of sorts, we corner them. but out of no where one our "teams" helicopters begins to open fire aimlesslessly killing our target and innocent people in the area.

2) he attacks the area twice, i see chards of bodies, i goto try and help them all because we are shocked. i see two kids burned - then the dream point of view switched.

3) i become the parents of the parrished 2 children, who are viatnamese? - i feel so much lose now. at the end the husband is ready to kill himself, but the wife stops him and says "we can rebuild together"

then i wake up.

this dream has been really, freaky.

Answer 1

And what does it all mean?

you lack adventure in your life. when you get better do something interesting, like skydiving (for more adventure do it without a parachute and have someone with a parachute catch you in midair)

You also fear your children will die horribly, and you wouldn't be able to take it without a woman that could encourage you to restart, despite the loss.

Answer 2

wow, you need help!