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First, let me say I have anxiety issues and depression along with it....When I was a little girl I was severley beaten up by my father. We did go to therapy on this issue when I was older. The problems were not solved...because my father did not want to admit the horrific abuse he inflicted on me and on my mom and my brother.I am a Jewish/ Catholic person. He left our faith to be with a woman who is of another faith....and he married her. she has 4 kids. When I did go visit him 2 yrs ago...I noticed there were no pictures hanging of me and of my brother nor my sister....only her kids.I asked him why he used to beat me and he said because I thought you were an ugly baby and I hated to see your ugly face so...I beat you. I said I did not ask to be born. Weird thing is....I turned into a swan...lol. Now he wants something to do with me. I had blond/bald hair/fuz and blue eyes and my siblings had hazel eyes and dark hair...like my mom...i on the other hand was blond like him and light eyes. but why? why would a person such as this go and tell me to my face this? it hurt! when my daughter jade died 2 yrs ago from cancer he refused to show up at her funeral...an innocent 8 yr old...but when my twin sisters son died also of leukemia...he showed up at her childs funeral. why is that? what is wrong with this person? should i forgive and forget? i mean he has said a half asss sorry towards me a couple yrs ago...but it is not sincere...i do not think it is. by the way...he tried to kill my mom with my grandfathers gun....yes and that sickens me still...yes will always sicken me. he does call me from time to time to say hi and preach some babtist holy roller stuff to me but does not bring up any remorse...he says oh god forgives me and i forgive myself...no need to feel bad about what i did to you or your mom...etc etc...mind you he broke my left wrist and hand....never took me to the hospital....i was 5 then.
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