I recently signed up to volunteer at a nearby animal shelter.
Yesterday I went in for a tour and stuff and I felt SO BAD for the animals.
It's not a no-kill shelter, but they only euthanize the animals that are really sick or have behavior problems - they don't kill just to make space. The dogs are healthy enough. And they try to brighten up the cages by putting comfy blankets and beds and colorful chew toys. And they're indoor-outdoor (meaning that each dog has a little doggie door so they can go inside or outside). But the cages are concrete and the dogs don't look happy. Who would be?
My job as a volunteer would be to clean, do laundry, and play with the dogs.
But I don't know if I can do it. I'm so haunted by those dogs. I mean, one pitbull mix has been there since February, and the Australian Shephards that came in earlier that day already had people fighting to adopt them. And the pittbull was just sitting there all depressed and sad watching the shephards get taken home.
If I stay and volunteer it's going to be really depressing. I already am a little depressed by it.
But at the same time the least I could do is stay and try to brighten up those dogs lives, right? But then again it's not much of a life even with me coming in to walk them around in a huge but enclosed grassy area they probably have memorized.
I don't know what to do. My heart is literally breaking for those dogs, and I want to make them happy. But I don't know if I can handle it.
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