WHAT'S A GOOD AUTHOR OR BOOK TO READ FOR FOLKS WHO NEED MORE SELF ASSERTIVENESS FOR BEING WHITE?

Question

I DONT REALLY HAVE ANY SELF ESTEEM LEFT BECAUSE EVERYSINCE I WAS SIX WHEN I WAS SENT TO KINDERGARDEN AND ON UP TIL GRADUATION I'VE HAD IT BEET IN MY HEAD THAT MY RACE IS A SIN. I'VE NEVER HAD THE EXPERIENCE TO BE HAPPY WITH WHO I AM BECAUSE OF THAT AND IM TIRED OF HAVING A CRAPPY LIFE. ID RATHER NOT LIVE IF I HAVE TO GO AROUND ALL THE TIME HEARING IM A DEVIL AND A DECENDENT OF EVIL. I ALWAYS HEAR NEWS OF THE BLACK SIDE OF THINGS AND ITS TEARING ME APART. MOST OF MY FAMILY FEELS THE SAME AND MY NEPHEW ACTS GHETTO NOW AND ALWAYS SAYS HE IS ONLY WHITE ON THE OUTSIDE BECAUSE HES BLACK AT HEART AND I WAS TOLD THAT HE USE TO GET BEATEN BY BLACK KIDS AND HE WOULD COME HOME CRYING EVERYDAY. I JUST WANT TO KNOW IF SOMEONE OUT THERE KNOWS AN AUTHOR OR SOME BOOK MAYBE THAT CAN LIFT ME AND FEEL BETTER SO THAT I CAN SPEND THE REMAINER OF MY LIFE NOT FEELING IN h**l. I KNOW THERE ARE MANY BOOKS OUT THERE TO EMPOWER THE BLACK PEOPLE SO THERE HAS TO BE SOMETHING I CAN READ, RIGHT? lIFE IS TOO SHORT AND YOU ONLY HAVE ONE CHANCE AND I DONT WANNA SPEND MINE LIKE THIS AND IT MAKES ME CRY TO SEE MY LOVED ONES DO THE SAME.

Answer 1

There are no such books, unless you want to get hate material from white supremacists.  

Answer 2

You're kidding right? I would think it's the other way around. They are the ones being treated badly and who have to deal with prejudice every day. You don't need a book you need a therapist. Try posting in the psychology section.