WHATS WRONG WITH ME?!!!! HELP!?

Question

My bf of 3 years is the closest thing to me. We are close as and we tell each other everything. But over the last 6 months i crack the s***s and hit and punch him for no reason at all. It lasts about 15 minutes then i just go back to normal. Its as if some things trigger my anger and its only him that does it to me. In the 15 minutes (give or take) i feel so weird, lonely, depressed, sad, unwanted, neglected and no matter what u cant change me until i get out of it myself or he just lets me go to sleep and wen i wake up im fine. why is this happening?? i hate it, i really do. I dont wanna treat him like this. Please tell me whats wrong and how i can fix it. HELP.

Thanks heaps guys, i really appreciate it.

Answer 1

I would go see a psychiatrist for your anger problems.  You may also have an underlying physical reason for doing this as well.

Remember to that if you hit him, he can file charges for domestic violence.

Answer 2

Maybe you have these feelings in the background but you only act out when he's around because it's safe. You need to find a way to vent these feelings without taking them out on your bf.

See a counsellor to help you deal with this s**t.

Answer 3

sounds like you may be schizophrenic, and have like black outs only you are fully awake but loose control of your actions.

if you´d ever done drugs or have a history of mental illness in your familly it might be  the source.

so please get help fro a psychiatrist, no one else can help you.