the teacher was thinking of us posting our "PHOTOSHOPPED PICTURES" of our photos in a large wall in school and post it there. While others decide on taking some of their product or object shoots, I decided to put my shots of my classmates instead ^__^
I went around shooting everyone :3 but there was this one guy who I asked to take a picture. I asked persmission first, he said he it was ok. He was too busy to look, I told him to look and smile, he did but in a snobbish-like fashion. It pissed my girl crush off o_O she was like, "Why are you so being mean? Can't you see she's taking a picture of you? You're such a KJ, you know that.." daym, she shouted it out in the room, I dunno if the guy got pissed at me or something (not at her, cause he totally digs her out loud, but was turned down flatly, and he was kind of under her o_O), it also made me feel like c**p cause I felt I was supposed to be "pitied" on D; or something.. I had that c**p feeling, it was all fine before she shouted, maybe because it wasn't a big deal and it just wasn't that guy's day.. Or should I be flattered she said that? o_O
I was just totally speechless, I had no energy to think of what to say either on the situation.
Sigh T___T I hate feeling like c**p.
She also said "Aww, poor *insertmynamehere*" in my head was like WTF, and told her, "Poor, where?" in a kind of irritated tone.
I felt "small".. Somehow, she made me feel "small" T__T
So, I felt like c**p..
Everyone there is older than me (22+ including her) I feel like big kids ruling over a small kid like me D;
Cause after that, my guy friend was also making fun of me that I didn't say goodbye to him cheeks-to-cheeks when I just did to my female crush (which I also did, out of me couldn't think of anything to do).. Daym, I felt like I couldn't control myself, like I was a puppet at that moment T__T
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