My GF of 18 months is truly a fantastic woman, reason for which I fell in love, she is beautiful spiritual and very kind -she only had a difficulty expressing feelings. But after the first 6 months she had an affair with her boss -for no reason whatsoever; so I broke up with her, but i was back after 3 days.
It took me another 6 months to warm up my trust after which she had another 1-nighter with her ex, which at first she strongly denied. After that a 6 month roller-coaster in her yo-yo where she became uncaring, arrogant, unloving, went quiet for weeks at a time, then I gave it up. At the end I suspected another little affair which she strongly denied and I am unsure.
Then we got together on vacation and we came close again little by little. She is back to be the best woman I have had, and we have had some great times. Now she finalised her divorce and wants me in her life and wants me to move in with her. I feel I want it but I am a bit nervous. She is absolute sweetness, she is talking her feelings, and I find myself being the one weird because I dont know how to piece it together.
Do you know what's going on? Or did I just lose my mind?
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