Im young and married. 5"7 and atm 11st 5, Which i know is my heaviest ever! anyway my husband doesnt literally call me fat but instead it feels like a mental or emotional game, he tells me i looked like a model, last year and what happened and today i asked him how if i could wear the top i was wearing for holiday and in the mirror i cud see he was like sizing me up like looking under my arms where the podgy bits are, then he said yeah yeah its ok, but then he asked me to get on the scales, i said no then he said stand on them, i think uv lost weight, which i know is a lie atm then i said no iv put weight on and he said yes you have, a lot. then when i cry he just get angry becos he doesnt understand why im sensitive to that. Its hurting my confidence and i just want to dress in baggy clothes all the time and stay inside. Becos he hasnt literally called me fat when i cry i cant explain to him why its upsetting and it all feels like a mental or emotional game. What can i do? please help thankyou x
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