Whast wrong with me?!?! i have weird thoughts.. its like im to people!

Question

ok. well sometimes i feel like this ditsy 13 year old girl who likes boysa ans shopping and other times i feel like a pyscho maniac. i am serious. no rude coments. my mom emotionaly abuses me and i cant think of what to do and when im with my friends i feel like a normal 13 year old girl and when im not... i have thoughts of cutting myself. i have once but i dont anymore becasue im afraid my mom will find the scars. its fun. this is the pscho maniac part. i like the thought and feel of it and to know that i did it.. wtf is wrong with me?!?! i have only run away once and i get anxiety atacks sometimes and everyonce and i while i have a dream of someone dying and then they do. its creepy. does anyone else have these prblems?

Answer 1

Ok. I don't want to offend you.

                             You

                                 Need

                                       Help

                                              !!!

You should see the doctor. And your mother shouldn't say bad stuff about you.

Answer 2

I am 15

When I was little I was abused and I blocked but I now remember most of it. I feel psycho a lot and I understand what you are saying about the cutting thing but the thing I have to not stopped (trying to yes) sometimes when I am alone and have nothing to do I remember more things from my past and have anxiety attacks but I just tell myself to relax sometimes it works. I sometimes have these feeling that my bro is hurt not all the time but when I do get that feeling he is. And that scares me a lot. I don’t know what it is but I hope it make you feel better to know that you are not alone.

Answer 3

When I was younger I had almost the same problems. My mother is verbally/emotionally abusive and I've struggled with it, and depression for years. I finally got the chance to get put on medication and now I am. You could be bipolar, I would try to go see a therapist that can prescribe you something, so it can be fixed before you get any older.

GOOD LUCK!