What's wrong with me? do you think i need help?: ?

Question

i'm pretty sure that i have something mentally wrong with me, but i don't want to say anything unless i definitely have something wrong with me.

i keep having these suicidal thoughts, i've been cutting myself (on my legs- not for attention but to release some of this pain), i can't identify with anyone anymore - or so it feels like, i'm accidently sabotaging every relationship that means something to me, i can't help but want to hurt everyone physically - yesterday i hit my friend REALLY hard and i think i left a bruise & i also accidently bruised my mum yesterday too... sometimes i just punch walls because i know it'll hurt. i just want to sit up and scream a lot of the time. my mood swings from happy to insanely depressed. i think that i hate myself for being g*y and i don't know how i can tell my parents. my sleeping pattern is messed up. i can't stop lying to everyone. i feel ignored by both my parents & i really wanna live away from home. i can't talk to my best friend about it, and she knows there's something up & she's guilt-tripping me by saying that she's "worthless" and now i feel guilty for making her sad.

what do i do?

Answer 1

i really wish i could help but i dont know how!!!!

i feel so bad for you!!!!!

i guess you can go to a doctor....

i feel really bad for you :(((((

i hope you get better <3

Answer 2

You could be bipolar, depressed, or....

Or you could be a teenager. Growing up is tough, after all.

I definitely suggest you talk to a therapist though.

Answer 3

You may want to see someone but these problems are just mainly induced... believe me i have gone through a similar situation when my mom died so... First of all know you are not worthless and cutting yourself only makes things worse believe me! I have been ignored quite a lot by my dad since my step-mom came in the picture, if you need to identify to someone e-mail me sometime you don't have to give out any personal information just talk i'll try to help you out, [e-mail]  

Answer 4

its really bad when you have no one to talk to

not even your best friend

i don't understand, of course i don't know you

a good thing is you obviously want help

please talk to a councillor and don't rush into

taking meds, it may not be what you need

you need to get to the root of the problem

and find out what is bothering you, so someone

can help you fix the problem

it is not good to be angry, i don't know your

age, but nevertheless you should be happy

or content and enjoy your life

it also could be lack of sleep causing this

take care

Answer 5

From what you have written I would say yes you do. The are many Mental Health clinics and you should find one close to you and set up an appointment. You can be helped and you will feel so much better. You have a lot of issues that need to be addressed.

I would like to know why your mom and dad have not done anything to help you? They have to know especially your cutting yourself.  

Answer 6

Maybe your bipolar O_o Get a therapist if your that worried and maybe some mild sedatives >_>

Answer 7

You need to go to the nearest hospital to talk to somebody. You're at the very least depressed and have some anxiety issues. Go to the hospital and see what the doctor says.

Answer 8

you must be white right?

Answer 9

therapy

First, accept your g*y

Second, love yourself for who you are

Answer 10

Firstly, Suicide is not the answer. There are better ways to deal with your anger. And if you hate being g*y SO much, there are ways to change. Hurting other people will just make you feel more alone and depressed than ever.. You should see about going for concealing ... Lots of schools have confidential concealing. There is nothing wrong with you. You just feel upset about yourself. And you hide such a big part of your life from everyone, which makes it hard to make friends. I think that with a little help, you will be fine.

Answer 11

You ARE angry at yourself for being mean in the past....  your heart has shut out others so protect YOURSELF.  This tells me YOU still care, but it is PAINFUL to care when others ALSO have hurt us.  You cut so that YOU will feel SoMeThInG~  anything is better than feeling numb.  Which in turn.... brings back the cycle of being angry AT yourself  for being mean in the past....  your heart has shut out others so protect YOURSELF.  This tells me YOU still care, but it is PAINFUL to care when others ALSO have hurt us.  You cut so that YOU will feel SoMeThInG~  anything is better than feeling numb.  Which in turn.... brings back the cycle of ....

  g*y?  Many kids experiment with that because others give THEM mooOOOoooore  attention if they claim to be g*y...  A truly g*y person does not HAVE to go around announcing it, it is JUST who they are.  

Answer 12

i would say that you should see someone about it. first thing that stuck out to me was bipolar, but it might not be. if anything though. see someone about your cutting