I got detained and right now I'm doing the year over. The new class doesn't like me, I thought they did at first but then I realize that they didn't and I also realized later on that my old class doesn't care for me anymore. They had two parties and I wasn't invited for either one of them.
I have this friend, I feel like I have no one to talk to anymore my life is become so horrible I just don't want to stay in this school and move far away. So I talk to this guy called Mike and during the summer I've been talking to him a lot but all of a sudden since school started he's becoming really difficult to talk to. He keeps insulting me and earlier this evening when I was telling him about what happened earlier he called me desperate and an attention seeker but what got to me most was when he told me to just be myself. When I told him I was he sounded shocked.
I know I'm different I talk to everyone, I try to make a joke of everything on the outside. I know that's me but I'm still confused. Do I really know who I am or am I just fulling everyone including myself?
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