What's wrong with me..?

Question

I feel so sad and depressed. I cry every day, and most nights. I am smart in school but people are so mean. I feel like everyone would be better off if i was dead. I just want to kill myself and get it over with. My family just shout at me and tell me to get over myself. My dad has hit me on occasions were he has been annoyed at my behaviour. I'm just sick of my life. I snap at everyone, and one minute i'm ok, then the next i run up to my room in tears when someone has done something, even the smallest thing and start going over how much of a failure i am with every aspect of my life. I slam all the doors and pull the curtains (during the day) and lie in bed in the darkness for about 3 hours and cry. I don't know why i am doing this. Please can someone help me.

Answer 1

your depressed, i would go to church, find some possitive people to be around maybe thatll help a bit

Answer 2

A lot of teenagers go through similar feelings and dealings such as yours. I use to feel that way when I was younger. The previous responder could be right about you having some sort of chemical imbalance but I would say love yourself. Keep that in mind.

Its hard to cry and say to yourself "I LOVE ME! I LOVE ME MORE THAN ANYTHING" and that's what you have to do when you start to love yourself you wont feel the need to be liked or accepted by others.

Pretty flowers don't grow in the dark. Treat yourself to some sunshine and fresh air you are loved and you deserve the life GOD gave you.Don't waste it in the dark

Answer 3

There's nothing wrong with you, I know exactly how you feel, I used to feel the same way.  I was smart too, and people where mean to me as well.  My parents sound like they were a bit better, but I know what it is to feel like a failure.  Hold on.  Never let go.  Find someone who is older than you that you want to be like and learn from them.  You need a guide in life, if your parents aren't doing their job find someone else who will guide you.  Pray and read the Bible too, best advice you will ever find.  Read Lamentations if you are feeling sad and know that others know how you feel, or read Proverbs for good advice.

Answer 4

You are definitely depressed.  I'm not a mental health professional, but I do have bipolar disorder for 20 years now.  I don't know whether your slamming doors, etc. is just "being a teenager" or symptoms of bipolar.  A doctor would probably diagnose bipolar because that's the flavor of the month right now.  You need to see a psychiatrist, but it doesn't sound like your parents will take you.  So go to you guidance counselor or school psychologist and explain.  MOST IMPORTANTLY:  Don't let your father get away with hitting you.  He doesn't have the right to lay a finger on you.  If your mother won't get involved, tell the guidance counselor or the police.  Best of luck.