ive just been so stressed out lately. life just went from going straight to downhill in a matter of months. my grandma got sick and had to get surgery so now i am living with her and watching over her. Ive been here for like 3 weeks now..its hard and stressfull balancing my life and some one elses. My mom is constantly out now, shes working alot more now to get some extra moneya and i rarely see her and my dad much anymore. Im just so aftaid of losing my grandma..i dont know what to do, i mean shes been there for me so much since i was little and I would be destroyed to see her go. I keep getting bad dreams at night and bad thoughts in the daytime of me losing her. I mean she is in her mid 70's, and it seems like her health keeps getting worse..
i just dont think i can handle this..its like life shifted to high gear in the middle of seconds and i am forced to be mature. It sucks growing up, and to be honest i really dont want to.
but i mean, i havent had counsling in a while now, do you think i should go back. I mean for the past 3 weeks every day i pretty much break down and fall apart.
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