Well, I keep the T.V. on whenever i go to bed, the noise helps me sleep. When i am in my own living room for a drink or something when it's 1am or something i feel as if i am in danger, like there's someone out for me. It feels like I'm in a horror movie or something. One time i saw a car drive slowly down my street at like 3am and i actually thought it meant something. Basically i feel as if something bad is always going to happen most of the time. If i feel any pain in my body i always think the worst is going to happen or if a mosquito bites me i think i may get infected with a virus or something. Right now it's 2:30am and i would not go outside to smoke or anything because i fear i would get shot or something... sometimes during the day i'll see a face pass by and the thought of that guy might shoot the place up comes to mind... I will not go on a airplane because the door might fly off or something and the plane would crash. I would never parachute cause the chute might not open, etc...
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