The Struggle
I lay my head on his shoulder
chest pounding tears dropping
as I realize there is no hope
hearing a woman's cry can break even god's heart
pill overdoses, nooses, panic attacks
born woman to live woman to die
as he kisses me the pain spreads like infection
he feels the tremble
he kisses the pain
he bites back his warmth as he angrily jump back to strike
he spits his words like fire
"You Crazy *****!"
I fall as I drown in my tears, in my emotions
all the love I had crushed, split open to reveal reality
I sit still as vulgarity consumes my soul
enraged I blindly reach the door walking into the soul of darkness
shaking and dying inside I run to NO type of destination
just to get away
not realizing just how much danger i surrendered to
-Misha July 7, 2008
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