I play Lax and football, Middie in Lax, halfback / Corner in football. I am above average at at Lax, but I love football, but I just can't perform in football like I do i lax. I need to work on my speed and my commitment. I lack commitment in pretty much anything I do. I use to be an A-B student but the past two years of my life have been blah. My older brother (my childhood idol) has fallen victim to heroin, which really hurt my commitment I believe to succeed, because as a younger kid he seemed invincible (I am 15, he is 25 now). I got into smoking pot daily the past two years but now have ditched that a while back. My entire family was disappointed in me this year for failing off the lacrosse team and not eligible for football. What can I do drive myself to want to prove to everyone I can get back on my teams and show what good an athlete I can be and also, I have about 8 months until this year's lacrosse, what can I do to get into top notch shape? Any like day-2-day plans?
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