Ever since i went on holiday a few weeks ago ive been feeling really upset and down. At the beginning of my holiday i was fine then after a week i began to start crying every night. I met a man that i really liked on holiday and i was looking at the diary i keep and i first started crying the night that we first talked. On the plane home i cried! It was embarrasing.
Now im back home and ive cried non-stop. I keep in touch with the man i met through email.We are getting on really well and its great but it takes ages to send the emails and i get really upset when i check my inbox everyday and theres no email. Hes all i think about now. I am on the internet checking for emails every hour, honestly its so stupid. I have also started crying in my room like 3 times a day. I go back to school tomorrow and i just cant face it. I know that if im sitting in a lesson then i will just probably burst into tears. Im so emotional and its ******* crazy....i hate being like this
I am arguing with everybody aswell, my mum and dad are both not talking to me cause i started shouting at them last week.
I feel like im in love with this man even though i hardly even know him. I literally havent smiled in the past 2 weeks apart from when i read the emails he sends me. I dont know if he likes me or not but these feelings are driving me mad and i feel like just sending him an email telling him how i feel even though that will be stupid
Im a teenager and hes a little bit older, like 28 or something. Omg i hate this so much. I really like him but i just want my old life back where i had all my friends and family and hardly ever got upset. I have tried going out with friends and talking to other boys but it doesnt work, i go home and end up in tears again. Ive lost so much weight aswell cause i just havent been eating
What can i do to get happy again? Please no stupid answers like saying im pregnant or anything like that cause im certainly not...
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