I am so upset. The people that surround me don't understand me at all. The teachers in my college rarely ever appreciate what I do. Last semester I only got A's, this'd never happened before and I never heard one word of encouragement. It's like when I do something really good, everyone pretty much ignores it, they look for faults instead. Like today I turned in my homework that I spent a considerable amount of time doing and all I got was criticism. And it wasn't even just any mediocre work - I did some research, really looked at the problem from all possible points of view; it was all there. I even consulted some experts from the field to get a better understanding. The teacher read it, then bombarded me with questions about things she would know if she had read the paper more carefully. I did my best to answer her. But no matter what I said she discarded it by saying it was rubbish! Nobody cares what I do, or who I am. I just wanna give up. I just feel like I don't matter.
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