Seriously, no wise asss remarks please. i just need some guidance.
I love my husband. i love another person and i thought i would never see him again. One day, i see his son at the store and i was so happy. His son gave me his dad's number and stupid me, I called him. We have been talking and i saw him a few times. NO, nothing happened. strickly talked about everything and how we walked away from something that was so strong. We both regret walking away and not finding out that we really do belong together. I can't cheat on my husband and i won't, i won't "be" with this other person because I am married and he respects that. But i do want him a part of my life and i truly feel like he's the one i have been waiting for.
We have a child together, a young baby. i'm so lost. I don't want my child to suffer yet i can't go on doing this to my husband. I can't find my way out and i'm hoping i can get some thoughts and ideas.
Maybe I have the answer, i just can't face the truth.
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