Ok.. here is my story... roughly.. 8 months ago, me and my girlfriend broke up... we were together for a year and a half (i know.. its not that long, but it meant alot to me), and yea, its been 8 months... and this sting is still kinda there, sometimes i get depressed because i see something that reminds me of her, or sometimes is might be a song we both used to like... but yea, on the other hand... when we were together she was completely controlling... she wouldnt let me talk to like any girls, she got mad and didnt trust me... so i know it wasnt the greatest relationship on earth... but when it was good it was really good and i was happy... now that she is gone, idk what to do... she tore me away from my best friend, and basically all my friends.. i have nearly nothing left. and my old best friend doesnt even hardly talk to me anymore, even though i try and stay in contact with him.. i just... idk what to do from here, my heart still hurts, and i just feel so alone in this world... somebody, anybody... i need advice
Nextly.. i wanna know something... how come most girls go for the jerk? they always seem to push aside the nice guy... i mean, i don't mean to toot my own horn, but i take shifts for ppl that want a day off at work... I go on yahoo answers to help other ppl... i write poetry... i don't really have a problem with lifting a finger to help somebody... and yet.. they go for the guy that doesnt give two s***s about the world, and they end up miserable, and then they say "where are all the nice guys"... it just doesnt make sense to me... i aint the best lookin guy, and im a lil on the heavier side, but... i could treat a girl better than most other guys out there... please how can it be so difficult....
any help or advice would be appreciated... and hey to anybody that is gonna just say rude stuff, go die, and leave me alone
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