Most of the time when I have dreams about my crush, or that have my crush in it, he's usually just there. Or like, he's doing something else that's hurting me or something.
But lately, I've had two dreams that were very intense. They seemed... so real! And he seemed like the sweetest person in the world. He's was always super nice, and last night he even grabbed my hand and was just like... well the dream guy. Hah.
And then when I wake up, I get this feeling of emptyness because I know it's not real.
He's often in my dreams, not in every single one, but in a lot of them.
Why is this?
I really don't even want to like him, but for some reason I do.
I've liked him for almost a year now, sort of off and on though.
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